29-10-2025, 12:38 AM
My dad is becoming increasingly hostile, my mom yells at me for the smallest most petty shit possible, I sleep during the early morning and wake up in the afternoon after sleeping for 12 hours. Starting watching porn and cooming before I was even able to produce semen has ruined my life. I have a brainfog so bad that I can't remember the events of last year. I can feel my IQ decreasing to sub-90 levels. I can't speak coherently and form sentences both in my native language and english. My T levels are normally very high but so is my libido. Can't control myself lads, I'm not satisfied unless I coom at least 6-7 times a day. My coom and piss infested underwear smells like a cemetery. I can't even find motivation to shower, I mostly only shower once a week
BrVtal shite, just the other day while scrolling down on the photos gallery of my moms phone i learned that last year they went to a trip without me to a place i've never been to. Just dad mom and my xister, I'm not sure if I was sleeping in my stinking room due to my brainfog (last year I slept 14+ hours a day, staying awake during night hours) while they were having fun and making memories. They wouldn't be even bothered to tell me of their trip.
I'm gonna never coom and try to reroll (I dropped out on the first year almost 4 years ago) university next year, wish me luck niggers
BrVtal shite, just the other day while scrolling down on the photos gallery of my moms phone i learned that last year they went to a trip without me to a place i've never been to. Just dad mom and my xister, I'm not sure if I was sleeping in my stinking room due to my brainfog (last year I slept 14+ hours a day, staying awake during night hours) while they were having fun and making memories. They wouldn't be even bothered to tell me of their trip.
I'm gonna never coom and try to reroll (I dropped out on the first year almost 4 years ago) university next year, wish me luck niggers
