Being me is torture not one single personnon this site would last a day in my shoes

[I Already Know I'm Ugly]

awwww
dont think that way

come here~
you dont deserve to spiral like this
there are people out there that love you
that care about you
even if you donr see it right now

you dont have to be so hard on yourself all the time!!!
you've been through too much already
you just need a break
someone to hold you
remind you that you still matter
let yourself breathe for a bit
come here
you're not alone
not anymore

Nobody gives a fuck about me except my hopelessly bluepilled mother who, for whatever reason, still thinks there is hope in my fucked up life

I need to be beat to death with a baseball bat and to have my corpse fed to tigers
i don’t matter
i never did 
im not that guy
i never was never will be
im ugly as hell
im a fat subhuman NIGGER
and i need to be ERASED