Sitting alone crying

[I Already Know I'm Ugly]

I don’t have anyone or anything.
I guess I have my mother but she is kinda clueless and I can’t really talk to her about anything
she is just too delusional
She doesn’t seem to understand that I am a hideous and worthless piece pf genetic garbage
which I understand from her view, she just sees her baby boy
but I am a wretched little thing
I don’t have any future 
and I never could have done any better than this