Holy shit I cringe so hard when I look in the mirror

[Bojack]

If I was white and everything else was the same in my life, I would have finished college by now, been married to a 7.5/10 thin woman, have kids, and be living a pretty good life now in some low stress white collar job 

If I was white and you gave me the worst conditions ever, my life still would have been better

My life as it is is just agony
nothing redeemable
Nothing I could have done to make it good
it was fucked from the start

fuark this would have been so ideal man