25-10-2025, 11:25 PM
- being a student, but not doing jack shit with my studies
- falling asleep at 6 AM every "night" and then waking up when my mom comes from work
- interacting with people 2 times per week (cashiers when buying groceries)
- the day consisting of eating, browsing the net, downloading something to watch, rotting on here, playing AoEII, following the nba and major football competitions
- basically spending the entire day waiting for the evening so that i can take ambien and klonopin and/or drink some wine and indulge in escapism via watching tv shows and movies while curled up in my bed
- feeling gloomy and depressed and fantasizing about magical turnarounds in my life while reminiscing at the same time
i wish i didnt have the iq that enabled me to go from that to being an S tier lawyer who gets to treat A+ tier lawyers, judges and government officials as janitors, with everyone observing it metaphorically clapping at it, tbh
- falling asleep at 6 AM every "night" and then waking up when my mom comes from work
- interacting with people 2 times per week (cashiers when buying groceries)
- the day consisting of eating, browsing the net, downloading something to watch, rotting on here, playing AoEII, following the nba and major football competitions
- basically spending the entire day waiting for the evening so that i can take ambien and klonopin and/or drink some wine and indulge in escapism via watching tv shows and movies while curled up in my bed
- feeling gloomy and depressed and fantasizing about magical turnarounds in my life while reminiscing at the same time
i wish i didnt have the iq that enabled me to go from that to being an S tier lawyer who gets to treat A+ tier lawyers, judges and government officials as janitors, with everyone observing it metaphorically clapping at it, tbh
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