23-09-2025, 07:06 AM
tw humblebrag
when i was incel i always thought if a girl ever showed me attention i would have eyes for her and her only; i would never look at other girls, watch porn, or fantasize about anyone else, etc.
my view was the "its muh male nature to check out other women" argument (fairly prominent in RP/manosphere circles) was pretty stupid and that humans are decently well-wired to be monogamous
now that i am no longer incel unfortunately that doesn't seem to be the case for me personally. and it's not like my gf is unattractive, she is very pretty. but there is still attraction to girls who are similarly or even less attractive. ignoring it takes conscious effort
i'm certain id still never cheat, but it would be more tempting than id care to admit
it's rather disappointing and makes me question the concept of love (cringe), maybe it's still just too soon
when i was incel i always thought if a girl ever showed me attention i would have eyes for her and her only; i would never look at other girls, watch porn, or fantasize about anyone else, etc.
my view was the "its muh male nature to check out other women" argument (fairly prominent in RP/manosphere circles) was pretty stupid and that humans are decently well-wired to be monogamous
now that i am no longer incel unfortunately that doesn't seem to be the case for me personally. and it's not like my gf is unattractive, she is very pretty. but there is still attraction to girls who are similarly or even less attractive. ignoring it takes conscious effort
i'm certain id still never cheat, but it would be more tempting than id care to admit
it's rather disappointing and makes me question the concept of love (cringe), maybe it's still just too soon
