21-09-2025, 06:54 PM
> i go outside to buy one more l of wine (not really relevant, just saying it for context)
> i see a femoid with a perfect ass (18 - 20 yo, she was wearing grey tights and obvious thongs; i dont even remember her face) and get a mixed adrenaline-dopamine-cortisol spike
> instead of smashing the bottle to the ground, going back home and starting the self-improver arc ... i just turn youtube and this forum on and indulge in a billionth cringe daydreaming rotting session
how is this possible? what's wrong with me? not even saying this should trigger me to go full retard, david goggins style about it, but it should still be motivating enough to change something and not make the same mistake again
earth made the same thread before. so spot on and tragic
> i see a femoid with a perfect ass (18 - 20 yo, she was wearing grey tights and obvious thongs; i dont even remember her face) and get a mixed adrenaline-dopamine-cortisol spike
> instead of smashing the bottle to the ground, going back home and starting the self-improver arc ... i just turn youtube and this forum on and indulge in a billionth cringe daydreaming rotting session
how is this possible? what's wrong with me? not even saying this should trigger me to go full retard, david goggins style about it, but it should still be motivating enough to change something and not make the same mistake again
earth made the same thread before. so spot on and tragic

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