women hate life-virgins, tbh

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the issue is way worse while in a relationship. id feel lost and a failure whenever my ex asked me what i was doing, and she asked this a lot. not sure if it wasnt paranoia on her part, but it made feel too aware of my inertia, which is a grave i chose not too long ago. when some conversations started going to the direction of talking about slices of our lives, childhood stories and so on and on, it was also hard on me because my life has been negative for the most part