today a girl made a joke with me in the cafe

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i was eating the flatbread before I got the kurma, and chutney. and she was short but decent lookz , very sociable type physiognomy , but I hated her for admitting my existence as a member since I viddied myself as a ghost who only trods out my door to get supper. She took out of my equilibrium and took quick glances at my face which is still not perfected, and that made me upset. Their behaviours need to be better with mantadory prostitution,