I need serious sex addicts anonymous if I'm ever gonna be normal

[Eesharebba]

Idk due to sexual abuse as a kid or my first experience licking pussy at age 5 or having dated the entire school as a kid or starting to visit prostitutes during teen years but I cannot stay monogamous I have a uncontrollable urge to be promiscuous with countless women and also I love prostitutes cause it's easy to fulfill that

It has nothing do with feeling like a fer. T iLe stud or bad feelings towards women but a pure sexual addiction

Idk what to do 

I do not want to hurt a woman I love and I respect women but i have this issue