[Black Pill] why do i even bother

[thesupremegentleman]

whats the point of trying to overcome the slump. its not like a binary switch it takes a crazy amount of research money time and effort just for maintenance, aka "upkeep" to avoid falling back to the slump which is my flesh prisons default state. not to mention i have other stressors in my everyday life taking up time and effort already like failing school and my dogshit workplace.

my theoretical ascension is indeed hardcapped .what an utterly horrible brutal fate. truly my save is corrupted no paths lead to success @Bojack