i miss the days when i could rot hard with a lame yt video about the universe and 10 mg of sanval

[Altruist]

10-12 years later, and i need

- 2 l of pure wine drank in 2.5 hours max
- 8 mg of klonopin
- 60mg of ambien
- a 2500kcal meal
- beyonce, shawn mendes, charlie puth type music on full volume
- 3 incel forums
- 2 job related projects i'll never finish opened for the sake of feeling like some kind of a genius
- AC turned on despite it being like 22°C outside
- x news/multimedia portals opened in my tabs

just to feel a fraction of that same joy

fucking sad