12-04-2022, 07:52 PM
walking over to the table is so humiliating because the whole set up is depressing. the room is so dark and cold and its just me and my parents sitting over a miserable pie
we eat the food and my mother start quizzing me about why I go to bed so late. they say that I need to get up earlier for my job and that I need to force myself up even if im tired. they don't believe that I have insomnia from my depression and anxiety from my suffering
they quiz me on what I do when I was up at night. they are probably humiliating me by implying that I mastarbate. I said 'nothing' because I only lay in bed drawing shapes on my laptop because there is no wifi in my bedroom. they didn't seem to believe that I ddi nothing so I said I was playing games
then I finish and say thank you for my dinner and then I go to get some water. and my mother shouts for me to get some water as well so I bring it over to her. but then she says for me to close the door in a cold voice after I bring it to her
we eat the food and my mother start quizzing me about why I go to bed so late. they say that I need to get up earlier for my job and that I need to force myself up even if im tired. they don't believe that I have insomnia from my depression and anxiety from my suffering
they quiz me on what I do when I was up at night. they are probably humiliating me by implying that I mastarbate. I said 'nothing' because I only lay in bed drawing shapes on my laptop because there is no wifi in my bedroom. they didn't seem to believe that I ddi nothing so I said I was playing games
then I finish and say thank you for my dinner and then I go to get some water. and my mother shouts for me to get some water as well so I bring it over to her. but then she says for me to close the door in a cold voice after I bring it to her
