[Aspie] I would enjoy socializing more if I was on ANTIPSYCHOTICS

[Bookist]

I would enjoy socializing more if I was on ANTIPSYCHOTICS

I have social paranoia/social phobia

I get these kinda thoughts when I am socializing;
"They propably think im weird"
"They propably think i have assburgers"
"They propably think im a loser" 
"They propably know im incel"

Yeah my thought processes look like that when i'm socializing. This thought process causes anxiety n tension in the body. Now even if the people i am socializing with are treating me well n being good to me , I still have those thoughts n anxiety.

The KEY is taking ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDICATION before socializing. ANTIPSYCHOTIC MEDICATION makes you stop having thoughts like that.