the world should go back to 2019

[Dreckssau]

same here, not that my mind was in a good place, but it was the time were i was gaining motivation to pull myself up socially wise

I thought you are only like 20. Nothing you've done until now even really matters. I wish I had known that then.

Only now things matter, cause you have responsibility and whatever bad things happened are irrelevant, cause it matters how you react to them.