03-03-2025, 12:31 PM
it's monday morning, so it's an appropriate time
i get nothing from alcohol nowadays anyway - no buzz, no that naive euphoria, no increase in optimism, no thoughts about me turning my life into a fairytale within a couple of months. just stomach and throat burning, constant agitation, insane bloat and weight gain, all while witnessing my brain turning into a soup.
time to cope with my own thoughts.
p.s. this is not yet another of those threads where i'll try to be funny by posting about how drunk i am 10 hours later. i m just concerned about my health at this point, specially considering the "advantages" of drinking myself to sleep are long gone
i get nothing from alcohol nowadays anyway - no buzz, no that naive euphoria, no increase in optimism, no thoughts about me turning my life into a fairytale within a couple of months. just stomach and throat burning, constant agitation, insane bloat and weight gain, all while witnessing my brain turning into a soup.
time to cope with my own thoughts.
p.s. this is not yet another of those threads where i'll try to be funny by posting about how drunk i am 10 hours later. i m just concerned about my health at this point, specially considering the "advantages" of drinking myself to sleep are long gone

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