[WITNESSING HISTORY] Possibly my last week on this forum as an active poster.

[Altruist]

my rotting was a result of an extreme case of maladaptive daydreaming. i was constantly in a trance imagining what could be, while accepting what is. ultimately, i realized i can't stay stuck in the same hole forever, so i actually went to make and improvement on it.

i think the only thing i like about adult life, and having a job, is actually being able to afford the things I want as opposed to being a neetcel and living on the bare minimum. this is a blatantly obvious thing, but it gives you some form of individual self worth.

I've had this for like my whole life, I would just get stuck in my daydreams. It's somewhat helpful because at school the classes were so boring and I was able to just set myself into a dream and time would just fast forward. 

They were all cringy power-trip dreams though, probably just my brain coping with my low social status at school ( I was the quiet something is off with that kid guy )

relatable to the max. this is extremely common