[WITNESSING HISTORY] Possibly my last week on this forum as an active poster.

[Altruist]

i stopped rotting about 2 years ago and feel as accomplished as ever.

but i do remember when i was a retarded teenager rotting on lookism back in 2018, and i feel like i enjoyed that time in my life more than now.

being responsible sucks

i noticed the difference, yeah. you used to have those endless posting sessions as well.

having responsibilities + enjoying yourself (and actually feeling like you are relaxing) is ideal. and it's not that we live in feudalism anyway, vast majority of today's jobs are piss easy and you have more rights than muslim shitskin immigrants in europe as a worker.

i stopped seeing a point of that care-free rotting when i realized it breaks down to me fantasizing about actually experiencing life and doing and accomplishing stuff, while being low-key anxious about wasting my youth the entire time and feeling dissociated from reality. and this thread is more about flipping that m.o. than about just taking up an ambitious project.