wow. my all-encompassing meltdown is just getting worse

[Altruist]

obviously, i m not talking about my insults to insects on this forum, i ve always been abrasive to retards online - my behavior in real life is unprecedented and every conversation is a potential ugly verbal confrontation

if there was anything except air in my skull, i'd do the fucking obvious - 1. stopping pouring gallons of (white) wine into myself every day, 2. taking a couple of weeks off from the external world and people in general, excluding taking walks (not a jab) and jogging a little

of course that's not happening, at least not starting from today, because i went shopping (necessary stuff) and, as you can guess, came back with 2 l of 12% alcohol piss in my bag too