why am i agitated and miserable after only 2 days of NEETing?

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I just become extremely anhedonic

"Use it or lose it" 

Civ 7 dropped but apparently the general consensus is that it doesn't live up to it's name

had no idea they were still spamming new editions. they are just ruining a legendary game. GoT last couple of seasons moment.

I just become extremely anhedonic

that's exactly what i desperately want to avoid, because i just know i'll turn back to my 24 yo psychologically dead self without at least somewhat structured daily schedule (which i'm not capable of imposing on myself)

how empty, soulless and ethically worthless one has to be to spend years (or just months) just roaming around, doing jack shit and be content with that? literally a bimbo gold-digger mindset