the disilussionment of sex will get you more

[Achathin]

Worrisome.

I did notice the opposite, that if I've j/o-ed in the previous 24 hours, I become more awkward around chicks

its probably because ur a low T beta male with an insane refractory period. 

u cant expect to watch porn or have lustful thoughts and not see the women ur talking to as object. on long streaks you see women as nothing like all humans which makes them chase you