actually genuinely surprised i have only lost half a litre of lung function over the

[prince of shitskins]

How come it's so hard to treat 

First world healthcare should be good I think

uhmm.. my medical records say i'm delusional. don't trust the doctors, bro, trust the homeless guy who smells like rat piss and *swears on his life* that he's right and all the doctors are wrong

yeah. thats how it comes off

uhhh


idk. on some level this outcome feels like it was inevitable



it's just been an absolute pure living hell day in day out



i guess its been good life experience tho. this entire ordeal has made me much more aware of how retarded i am, it's nerve wrecking how acutely aware i am of my retardation now.


fucking hell.

this is aids


hopefully, not for too much longer


i think it was lung fungus



but i have no fucking idea