actually genuinely surprised i have only lost half a litre of lung function over the

[prince of shitskins]

there was never a better life in the cards than suffocating like a rat after years of living like one

i'm just really curious as to what the lung infections are. it has never quite become full blown pneumonia (unfortunately for me) it just seems like they're constantly filling with fluid all the time and then i hock out a green glob of mucus and go to bed and wake up just to repeat it

been like this for uhm

way too many years now.

i need a mercy killing. asap. this isn't right. it's bad for me and it's bad for everyone that i'm still alive. if i can stop being a pathetic fucking bitch maybe i can do something about it myself