yup. that's it. my body clearly saying: "stop it, retard".

[Altruist]

vomited 4 times in the last 7-8 days

my face has been green since the first time and still hasn't recovered. capillaries in my eyes and undereye area utterly destroyed, so i look like i'm on heroin and like i just got out of a fight at the same time. face bloated more than ever.

dropped all those shit pills that got me to the point where i need artificial stimulation 24/7 2 weeks ago, now only alcohol is left. i'll finish the bottle i have to symbolically end this surreal period, and that's it.

kiwis and cardio era starting from tomorrow.