i don't know why i expected my life to end any differently

[prince of shitskins]

I believe you bro

cant give any insights sadly, idk what to say, you are into deep shit

thanks, kath

yeah. idk what the fuck i'm gonna do. i thought something might come from the appointment but my older brother was on amphetamine or something and ruined it with his uppity self righteous know it all attitude. dumb fuck insisted on coming into the appointment, no idea why

ah well

nothing left to do but suffocate, i suppose

it really has been the worst hell on earth. i hope this is taken into account if i'm going to go to heaven or hell

i'm not sure how i should feel or who i should blame or what i should do

i am not even fully convinced this is real life