took an hour long walk in the centre of zagreb and

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received 0 iois. complete and utter invisibility. and i was wearing my (in my opinion) most flattering outfit.

i get that i'm fat and short, but i've been fat and short for years and still got myriads of days where i felt like prime chico while walking outside.

this fluctuation/randomness of attention i get is so frustrating. if i'm invisible to remotely attractive women, ok, but make that experience of mine standard then, so that i can know where i stand.

being eyefucked by 5+ 7s on the same day and then being completely ignored by 50 women i walk past 3 days after just makes no sense and irritates the shit out of every ioi scout like myself.

not to mention situations where a 7 is literally animalistically drawn to you to the point she gets magnetically pulled and makes the  first move, followed by 10 chubby 4s walking past you like you are a 0/10.

talking about walking in the streets only, ofc. bars, clubs, other types of organized socializing and situations where i do the move myself excluded, because that's a different game