My mum is trying to force me to apply to nightmare jobs again

[Honest]

Yes, I am a failure. Yes, I am a parasite. This is reality. I can't help it.

I refuse to be thrown into the pit of stress and depression that I was in a month ago. I will resist all attempts to push me into painful situations. I will not be trapped and I will not take responsibility for anything.

I will see the absurdity and humour of my life. As a comedy, not a tragedy.