Josh cohen epilogue

[prince of shitskins]

looks pretty comfy tbh

you should focus on making amends with your family. they literally bought you a trailer and you don't use it out of spite, wtf? that's a weird amount of pride for a self-proclaimed subhuman with nothing to live for

it's hard not to be bitter when you have pulmonary fibrosis and your siblings are all healthy, living in very nice houses, and on 200k +  a year 


it's just unfortunate my dads house was moldy as shit, i was living there for 2 years and it was driving me insane. i was so confused why i was so fucking sick, turned out there was a leak in the wall. front room was also moldy. said fuck it and started living in a tent or on the street

lol, it sounds like bullshit but i had nowhere else to go and my entire family gaslighted me about the mold/breathing issues i was experiencing, because they weren't the ones living in it

no point making amends, i'll just suicide when breathing gets too hard

and yeah, i still have a lot of pride because my entire life was robbed from me and for all i know i would have been successful. probably not, but the door was never open for me

ahhh fuck. im tired. going to go to bed

gn