decided to change before it's too late

[Altruist]

Its more like I need to be in a state of pure inebriation to have the balls to follow through with it, but ofc what ends up happening is i just think "yeah I can live like this, who cares if I'm coughing blood every day" which seems way less sustainable when you're sober

Will probably do it early next week or tomorrow, im not that desperate to cling onto a miserable existence

that's definitely relatable