I could lower my facial skins age by -5 years if I was on pharmaceutical testosteron

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Well, what can I say. You're right brah @anonymousloser , one fails if gets to his 40's kissless virgin or as I said in more general terms having thrown away his 20's, 30's. But it's not like you need to kill yourself. You just accept that you failed and that's it you move on.

I'm likely going to throw away my 20's and 30's because... I just can't do anything else, truly. I have executive dysfunction and I'm very introverted, so it combined not liking going to places women like to go to such as parties with being an utter dysfunctional mess.

I live in a culture that used to be incredibly masculine in the 14th century unlike the gynocentric mess it has become. Men here are expected to throw their lives StUdYiNg their whole 20's and work as something completely unrelated to what they did in their 30's. Women on the other hand also study, but also are utterly promiscuous with giga chads in uni and it is completely encouraged. So well. I'm also forced to study by my mother and his gay male friend (who used to be a language teacher, what a coincidence). I can't tell them I don't want to keep my whole life memorizing and memorizing which I can't even do owing to stupid executive dysfunction.

At least I hope I'll be able to drink a lot of alcohol when I'm on my 40's, as I still will be drawn to slim white girls which by then will be impossible to get.

I'm 21 actually. I used to have friends right before the plandemic began, although for sundry reasons I lost them. I made a friend at uni but we can't meet given that we often don't have the time.

I can't stand parties, I hate the loud music/tonelist and how degenerate is the kind of music they play. So I drink alone when I do. I also often stay home given that as I struggle A LOT to do things that require executive function such as showering (which I take a lot of time to do because I find it so difficult) it forces me to stay home. Sorry for sounding so embarrassing and constantly complaining, but I even struggle to buy my own food so well.

Given that there's no solution for executive dysfunction I may just as well start thinking about adopting affectionate dogs as the NWO suggests when I'm on my 50's given that no slim girl will ever like me so I won't have kids either.

Sorry for tagging ye, but could I ask you guys @RuudVanNistelrooy , @Bookist , @Blau , what are your thoughts on what I wrote? Damn it I'll likely never have a slim white girl