I could lower my facial skins age by -5 years if I was on pharmaceutical testosteron

[noi_avorrit]

for what? lol if you waste away your 20's AND 30's then you might as well kill yourself, you FAILED.

Well, what can I say. You're right brah @anonymousloser , one fails if gets to his 40's kissless virgin or as I said in more general terms having thrown away his 20's, 30's. But it's not like you need to kill yourself. You just accept that you failed and that's it you move on.

I'm likely going to throw away my 20's and 30's because... I just can't do anything else, truly. I have executive dysfunction and I'm very introverted, so it combined not liking going to places women like to go to such as parties with being an utter dysfunctional mess.

I live in a culture that used to be incredibly masculine in the 14th century unlike the gynocentric mess it has become. Men here are expected to throw their lives StUdYiNg their whole 20's and work as something completely unrelated to what they did in their 30's. Women on the other hand also study, but also are utterly promiscuous with giga chads in uni and it is completely encouraged. So well. I'm also forced to study by my mother and his gay male friend (who used to be a language teacher, what a coincidence). I can't tell them I don't want to keep my whole life memorizing and memorizing which I can't even do owing to stupid executive dysfunction.

At least I hope I'll be able to drink a lot of alcohol when I'm on my 40's, as I still will be drawn to slim white girls which by then will be impossible to get.