the extent of my addiction

[Altruist]

damn, beats me. What can one do to fight addiction.

Last night as punishment I stood standing still for 30 minutes, or rather tried to but failed along the way.

from my experience, when i manage to abstain from all this trash for a week or two, sense of pride of that accomplishment kicks in so i build up on that. but relapsing is inevitable because i cant seem to abstain from it for long enough