bro im 1 month stuck trying to rephrase 10 pages

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this is extremely frustrating

i actually enjoy the phase where i'm researching, gathering materials and arguments and structuring the brief, but turning that into an actual text is so mentally exhausting. 

i always have the feeling that i have omitted something, or that i could have worded it better/more convincingly, and often even go back at the structuring phase trying to reshuffle everything i have to say for it to be more readable and clearer. 

the sad part is that that level of dedication to details is usually unnecessary because the people who will read it are retards/dont give a shit and will just skim through the text