[Black Pill] A girl who I thought liked me doesn't seem to like me

[Altruist]

I'm not chad but if you're implying I'm an average guy girls are "just nice to" then you couldn't be more wrong. My point is the threshold to get away with anything is beyond what I'll ever be

Like this same girl I went to a restaurant with yesterday showed so much jealousy when this new girl (from the same country + better looking than her) joined the company and started interacting with me. She (the new girl) kept telling me I looked like some celebrity (who I don't even look like), she found me on instagram (I never gave anyone my social media), and used google translate to ask me if she could do my zodiac reading because she wanted to get to know "more about me." Then she saw we kinda conflicted sign wise ("you have a lot of water in your planets, and I have fire...") or smth like that, but she kept hitting on me even after that, like one day we were in the kitchen and she used google translate from Russian to English on the phone to tell me "by the way I just noticed today that you have such beautiful hands." 

Also just to give you a perspective on how unrelatable my life story is to yours, on the way to meeting the girl from my original post at the restaurant yesterday, I got a phone call from my friend because he told me our friend's cousin that we met the day before yesterday wanted to see me again today but she was too shy to ask me directly. As if it wasn't obvious that she was into me from all the thigh-grabbing and excuses to "touch" me.  Then I had to call that guy (I don't have his cousin's number) and tell him that I'm seeing someone right now, even though I'm not, but just to get her off me. 

If it's impossible for me to get away with anything, then imagine how brutal it's going to be for you on your "looksmaxing journey" (who I am 100% sure I gigamog). 

brutal thread backfire. so painful to read, lmao