i'd be really fucked without the OP aura (irl)

[Altruist]

technically speaking, i have every failo in the book:
- turbomanlet for my environment
- swarthy turkic pheno
- small mouth
- small dick and balls; I want to die whenever I wake up with a boner and get reminded of this before my day even began
- missing 7 teeth due to not brushing (and even the remaining ones look bad)
- awkward and inhibited, basically a pussy mentally
- don't own my own place, so I live with my mom (I'm 35)
- accelerating norwooding (it's not just about a receding hairline, the loss of density is even worse)
- don't have a driver's license
- took me 11 years to graduate
- asymmetrical face
- 0 life experience/experience in social, nt activities like traveling, so the only topic i can talk about irl are sports, which is just as incel as being a gaming obsessed nerd
- 30 kg overweight
- addicted to benzos and alcohol, which I consume alone in my room, hoping my mom doesn't notice it
- high forehead (this alone already kills your sex appeal, lmao)

it's no surprise I care about my forum status so much, it's all I have