thinking about returning to looksmax

[bluerose]

idk, i just wanna be happy.

i have a best friend, we will travel in the next two years for sure.

read wittgenstein

I looked up wittgenstein and happiness for you.
idk, he's right, but why would I read him, I am not a straggot who has to channel his cocklust into studying blocks of wood which might as well be genetic high pedigree code.

idk, 
do you think I am so cringe?

far from that, just reminding you you are talking to a guy who wrestles with lawyers of major european banks on a daily basis, so you dont exactly stand a chance in verbal gymnastics-based discussions with me unless i'm really drunk

idk, I feel like I disappointed you ... 
by not being able to make myself motivated or happy, thus no irl ambitions ...