[Aspie] a journal of breaking my NEETdom

[lonelyjak]

so tired of being a NEET, so tired of not doing anything. also I think being a NEET is really bad for mental health too since I sit around most of the day and just think. very easy to get caught in negative thought spirals

I recently went to the doctors and got on zogmeds again (adderall). my mental health is a lot better when im productive (like learning programming or whatever)

only bad thing is, since im just starting on it again the dosage they gave me is pretty low. I cant really do anything with the current amount of meds I have so im just chilling and surfing the web, feeling miserable as usual. cant wait till I can be wired again and productivitymaxx

[lonelyjak]

heres my options for daily activities as a NEET:

1.browse the internet

2.go for a walk

3.go for a drive

4.lay down/sleep

5.sit around and think

6.read a book

7.drink beer

all of these things get boring after awhile. I like to switch things up and eat at a fancy restaurant sometimes and get drunk but thats bad for my wallet. ive got a little bit of money but I have to be careful with how I spend it so that I can keep on NEETing

[brocode]

watch kino movies

[brocode]

ask me if u want recommendations

[lonelyjak]

watch kino movies

technically a good idea but for some reason I can never make myself do it. usually the closest thing ill do to this is browse 4chan /tv/ board for an hour or so

[Altruist]

just focus on spreading anti-vax and other conspiracy theory bullshit like every other retard from the margins of society

[AntonioJuraz]

make social media content. go walk around asking people to point on a country on a map for some cash or something

[lonelyjak]

just focus on spreading anti-vax and other conspiracy theory bullshit like every other retard from the margins of society

cope harder normchud

make social media content. go walk around asking people to point on a country on a map for some cash or something

wow that sounds incredibly cortisol inducing. should I include when sorority stacies mace me?

[10khitman]

athletics tbh

i do mma 1-4x a day

[lonelyjak]

athletics tbh

i do mma 1-4x a day

I just got back from a walk at the park. not exactly athletics but it does feel better to get some fresh air

[brocode]

watch kino movies

technically a good idea but for some reason I can never make myself do it. usually the closest thing ill do to this is browse 4chan /tv/ board for an hour or so

Lonleyjak try not to mention 4chan for more than 1 min challenge 

Difficulty: impossible

[lonelyjak]

watch kino movies

technically a good idea but for some reason I can never make myself do it. usually the closest thing ill do to this is browse 4chan /tv/ board for an hour or so

Lonleyjak try not to mention 4chan for more than 1 min challenge 

Difficulty: impossible

yeah yeah I know but 4chan is unironically based. I have almost no friends IRL, this and lookism is the closest thing I get to socializing and lookism is WAY slower than 4chan so yeah

[brocode]

watch kino movies

technically a good idea but for some reason I can never make myself do it. usually the closest thing ill do to this is browse 4chan /tv/ board for an hour or so

Lonleyjak try not to mention 4chan for more than 1 min challenge 

Difficulty: impossible

yeah yeah I know but 4chan is unironically based. I have almost no friends IRL, this and lookism is the closest thing I get to socializing and lookism is WAY slower than 4chan so yeah

I can understand but make some in person friends too.

Yeah they won’t be someone you can fully trust and be super close with (no one is), but at least you can do some activities with them

There you go, you have an activity

[lonelyjak]

technically a good idea but for some reason I can never make myself do it. usually the closest thing ill do to this is browse 4chan /tv/ board for an hour or so

Lonleyjak try not to mention 4chan for more than 1 min challenge 

Difficulty: impossible

yeah yeah I know but 4chan is unironically based. I have almost no friends IRL, this and lookism is the closest thing I get to socializing and lookism is WAY slower than 4chan so yeah

I can understand but make some in person friends too.

Yeah they won’t be someone you can fully trust and be super close with (no one is), but at least you can do some activities with them

There you go, you have an activity

>just make friends bro

sorry, not that easy. people dont want to be my friend IRL, im too non-mainstream and non-normie for the vast majority of people. besides having friends where I cant be myself and have to present a fake normie facade just sounds tiresome and unenjoyable

[brocode]

Lonleyjak try not to mention 4chan for more than 1 min challenge 

Difficulty: impossible

yeah yeah I know but 4chan is unironically based. I have almost no friends IRL, this and lookism is the closest thing I get to socializing and lookism is WAY slower than 4chan so yeah

I can understand but make some in person friends too.

Yeah they won’t be someone you can fully trust and be super close with (no one is), but at least you can do some activities with them

There you go, you have an activity

>just make friends bro

sorry, not that easy. people dont want to be my friend IRL, im too non-mainstream and non-normie for the vast majority of people. besides having friends where I cant be myself and have to present a fake normie facade just sounds tiresome and unenjoyable

you dont really have to talk about vaccines to make friends
just be yourself. you don't have to find people with the same hobbies.

in fact having friends with different hobbies from you, makes it even more fun and gives you new perspective.

that's the thing right, a person is much more deeper than just hobbies, that personal bonding and emotional depth is not something u look for a person ONLY With your same hobbies.

take lookism for example, i would say me and kath (for example) have vastly different hobbies and thought processes yet we share different ideas and give new perspectives. same with any other forum u post on.

that makes it much more better. thats the whole human experience. no need to be so hostile towards people.