life update

[Altruist]

mom made lunch, came to my room and told me to go take it while it's still hot.

this is huge, imo, and means this is fixable if i pass the behavior monitoring in the next 2 weeks (meaning 0 alcohol and not being a lazy numale)

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

yuge

she is reconsidering

[Busty Doll]

Jedna je majka etc

[Dreckssau]

Your mother looms large. Imagine if she couldn't cook. When my mother said she was gonna cook something, it was more of a threat. Some of the food she makes for herself, would be unacceptable even for Guantanamo Bay inmates.

[Altruist]

yuge

she is reconsidering

yeah. i think i m back if i manage to not be a fucking retard for the next 2 weeks. she specifically told me "for these 15 days, you'll make your own food, wash your own clothes and do everything you need yourself". when she came back today and i heard her in the kitchen, i assumed she'd make a small portion of some basic meal and eat it herself. wouldnt mean it's over because my last fuck-up happened 2 days ago, but i did expect her to do that.

[Altruist]

just realized how much easier it is to sneak those tiny bottles of vodka in the apartment, compared to the fucking barrels of wine i was taking with me hoping my mom won't notice it