i need 0,5 l of wine more and i d be just fine for the rest of the evening

[Altruist]

or stronger pills like hypnotics

but ...
- i m out of pills
- i m out of alcohol
- if i go out for a walk, my mom will probably check my breath to see if i ve been drinking (and, remember, i just gave here my keys, so i cant just sneak in)

the only thing i can think of to make this evening tolerable, in other words, not spend it raging on the forum and being angry in general, is going for a walk, taking a quick drink in some bushes and concealing my bad breath when coming home and/or hoping she won't care enough to check on me

any tips?

[Altruist]

i took the last 3 mg of klonopin i had, but it's like fucking sugar at this point

[Winyan Numpa]

go feed the ducks or some shit

[Altruist]

someone in my position would think - fuck it, i ll get wasted and even if my mom kicks me out and i have to spend the night in my other house/in the park as a hobo, maybe it will help me get my shit together, plus get my "sobbing" life story more romantic and movie-like; too bad i m not that type of person and such and experience would teach me nothing at all

[Winyan Numpa]

u should get her flowers and dinner and thank u card

[Altruist]

u should get her flowers and dinner and thank u card

i think she'd throw something at me, lmao

[Altruist]

time to consult chatgpt, ngl

[Altruist]

mouthwash - will do
chewing gum - will do
quick brushing in the public toilet (holy new low) - will do
black coffee - idk, not practical enough

what else?

[Winyan Numpa]

mouthwash - will do
chewing gum - will do
quick brushing in the public toilet (holy new low) - will do
black coffee - idk, not practical enough

what else?

not going to do anything if theres a pungent vinegar stench emanating from ur pores

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

come by my place i got some brandy bottles

[Altruist]

not going to do anything if theres a pungent vinegar stench emanating from ur pores

probably, yeah. but it would be the weakest alc beverage there is except beer - 12% alc white wine, and i d chug it so fast it would barely have time to produce any systemic effects, and then i d hide in my room

i m thinking some moutwash, tooth brushing and gums should do it, tbh

the alternative is too brutal for me atm - spending the evening in boredom and misery that feels like sinaloa members are skinning you alive

[maxell]

You can order alcohol on your door. Just pay more so they can sneak it in a regular food bag.