12-04-2026, 05:38 PM
I realize now I have a low sex drive. I used to think it was high, but that was just because I was teenager and perverted. I'm just abnormal in sexuality, barely have errections and they are rarely full and never last long. I need a lot to get aroused and almost never get arroused in normal sexual situations.
Yet my mind is pre-occupied with sex. I could write and talk about sex all day long. I would be perfectly happy to sell my soul to Satan for a 'healthy sex drive'.
The more I am deprived of a healthy sex life, the more perverted I become. And perversion influences my entire thinking. I become more like a female in that sexuality absorbs my entire thinking.
Yet my mind is pre-occupied with sex. I could write and talk about sex all day long. I would be perfectly happy to sell my soul to Satan for a 'healthy sex drive'.
The more I am deprived of a healthy sex life, the more perverted I become. And perversion influences my entire thinking. I become more like a female in that sexuality absorbs my entire thinking.
