10-04-2026, 04:34 PM
all i do is just cry to femboy asmrs late at night and then have these painful heartaches. it hurts so much. i don’t even like being a faggot. i have no friends, no social life, deleted all my socials accounts, no one i can speak to, no one i can cry into, no one i can confide into. i sometimes just stop crying when i remember im just a dirty ugly inbred bengali, how hilarious is that. a dirty pajeet crying over femboys. women hate me, even femboys hate me. all this ‘juicing’ doesn’t mean shit if the average white woman has bigger joints, limbs, frame, than me. i just want it to all stop. please. oh god.
it’s been 19 years and i never once had a friend. not a single one. i have no one. nothing. i’m so fucked in the head.
i hate how much i crave touch, crave someone to just hold me while i cry, but i know if anyone got close they’d be repulsed. too subhuman, too weird, too much of a disgusting fucking pajeet. even the femboys i listen to at night would be repulsed and disgusted knowing a disgusting pajeet is crying over them. i’m so tired. i just want it to all stop.
it’s been 19 years and i never once had a friend. not a single one. i have no one. nothing. i’m so fucked in the head.
i hate how much i crave touch, crave someone to just hold me while i cry, but i know if anyone got close they’d be repulsed. too subhuman, too weird, too much of a disgusting fucking pajeet. even the femboys i listen to at night would be repulsed and disgusted knowing a disgusting pajeet is crying over them. i’m so tired. i just want it to all stop.
