do you legitimately think about suicide frequently
#1
there were probably at least 8 years straight where i contemplated suicide multiple times a day
i never really strongly considered it, but the idea of it and even the desire for it was always there
i never processed until now that is gone

kind of funny, it was a similar thing for hairloss
when i came to terms with my hairloss being noticeable (it was never horrendous) it was pretty much all i thought about
every day in the mirror i would look at my hairline and be filled with the most terrible sense of dread and despair
i did hop on fin and my hair maybe improved a tiny bit but nothing crazy, at least it stopped getting worse
nowadays i still look at my hair in the mirror every morning but im no longer filled with the same dread despite it not really having improved

i still don’t consider myself a particularly happy person but it is nice to at least be a bit more at peace
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#2
what is this faggot yapping about tbh
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#3
never considered it for myself, but I do think about it in terms of euthanasia. My life isnt that bad, yet at least.
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#4
yes, 4-5 years ago. but it was just a fantasy that would randomly appear in my head as a compulsive response to stress
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#5
yeah i do

i want to be beautiful enough
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#6
its all i think about
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#7
not once in my life. I think about the opposite. How to become immortal
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#8
(11-04-2026, 01:05 AM)mogs_me Wrote: there were probably at least 8 years straight where i contemplated suicide multiple times a day
i never really strongly considered it, but the idea of it and even the desire for it was always there
i never processed until now that is gone

kind of funny, it was a similar thing for hairloss
when i came to terms with my hairloss being noticeable (it was never horrendous) it was pretty much all i thought about
every day in the mirror i would look at my hairline and be filled with the most terrible sense of dread and despair
i did hop on fin and my hair maybe improved a tiny bit but nothing crazy, at least it stopped getting worse
nowadays i still look at my hair in the mirror every morning but im no longer filled with the same dread despite it not really having improved

i still don’t consider myself a particularly happy person but it is nice to at least be a bit more at peace

don't let your guard down, it can emerge again in an instant

all it takes is one bad day
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#9
so you went on finasteride?
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#10
Everyday i fantasize about it
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#11
Yeah, but josh's
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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#12
(11-04-2026, 11:42 AM)Altruist Wrote: Yeah, but josh's

 i'll do a flip off a sky scraper
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#13
(11-04-2026, 11:50 AM)numb digger Wrote:  i'll do a flip off a sky scraper

lifefuel for your tiktok account
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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#14
Never
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#15
(11-04-2026, 07:16 PM)Mr Pill Wrote: Never
(18-09-2025, 06:49 PM)MVP Wrote: i already said, rӏ is built different

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