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Im not afraid of being killed, death is salvation, spares you of many bad things that could have happened
And if i get tortured, i still did everything correctly, like i couldnt have killed myself beforehand
I dont let people rob too much of my energy, i gotta be energetically ahead of everyone
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I still live avoidant, calculated lifestyle. I dont hurt ppl for nothing. If i hurt someone, whats in it for me was more valuable than possible consequences, expected value positive. I usually dont attack first, but i devastatingly strike back if someone harrasses me.
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Dont let other people insult provoke intimidate you
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I'm longing for death. Its the ultimate salvation, the end to all the suffering
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I am jealous of my best friend who commited suicide last year. I wish I was able to do that.
