typical

[Altruist]

Almost three years ago my mom told me I was ugly and that part matters because she actually said it to me. I was 14, 5’6, and 360 pounds and I was depressed and didn’t want to live anymore. I hated everything about myself and I genuinely felt disgusting. After my mom had surgery and was really stressed we got into a fight and she told me I was ugly and that it matched my disgusting personality and hearing that from my own mom broke me. That moment is what started all of this and what made me want to ascend. I didn’t change because I loved myself, I changed because I hated who I was and never wanted to be that person again. Over time I grew more and eventually hit 6’2 and a half and that gave me hope for the first time so I decided to lose the weight. Before I was 6’2, during that process, I met a girl online and I’ve talked about her in an old thread before. I cared about her a lot but every time I looked at my body I would actually throw up. I couldn’t stand seeing myself. I felt like a fat pig and I believed my mom was right and that I didn’t deserve that girl. I lost the weight for her and to prove to my mom that I could change at least looks wise. The girl left anyway. After that all I cared about was ascending because I didn’t have anything else to live for. People started treating me better and even my mom did and now she says things like she’s happy I got tall or that I’m handsome and I hate it because no one loved me before but now that I’m 6’2 and 174 pounds everyone suddenly likes me. It still isn’t enough though. When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see and deep down I still feel like that same loser and I feel like I’m just wearing a different body now. That’s why I need to ascend more because stopping means facing my old self and I can’t do that. The irony is my mom says she wishes my personality was as good as the effort I put into my looks even though she’s a big reason this all started. I hate my old self and I never want to be him again and I want to ascend so hard that no one can recognize who I used to be.

[Altruist]

le "i want to kms" in the title followed by cringe bragging (with nothing, in 99% of the cases) because the 70 iq sy bitch is too conditioned by society and too low iq to realize this type of humblebrag shilling is 10 x more cringe than straight bragging

[Altruist]

not to mention his 6ft2 is actually 5ft9 and the girl is likely a sub 4, if she even exists

this fake shit reads worse than those generic reddit larps where every syntagm in the post magically fits the exact basic cliche narrative the author is trying to farm reps on

[Altruist]

When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see

[Iblameher]

Farming sympathy and updoots is common with these wall of text posts 

Venting, ranting

[Altruist]

Farming sympathy and updoots is common with these wall of text posts 

Venting, ranting

it's neither venting nor ranting, though, it's either a full blown troll or some delusional daydreaming moron legitimately trying to brag in a way his tiny soycially conditioned brain thinks is not cringe-inducing

also, someone please tell the retard that everyone who goes from 5ft6 to "6ft2" late ends up as a borderline deformed looking lanklet joke

dear god, i can't believe most people are even too dumb to larp convincingly

[Altruist]

When I look in the mirror I don’t see what other people see

of course he doesn't. he sees a main character while everyone else sees an ugly socially inept permavirgin

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

what is this cringe quora tier shitpost

where did you find this

[Altruist]

what is this cringe quora tier shitpost

where did you find this

you have 10 guesses

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

usually cuckmax but the narration sounds extra cringe this time

[Altruist]

usually cuckmax but the narration sounds extra cringe this time

yeah, it's super obvious in this one, but i see it in 80% of threads of this type there