sad first thread but its true. The story is back before covid happened I was put in a new school because my mom moved away from the place I used to live. when I cam to this new school i was a quiet boy who had no one i knew and I was scared and alone. I thought I would be lonely forever but... this girl we will call Kristen she wanted to be my friend and I was shocked by that I mean who wants to be friends with a quiet boy? But I accept her respect and became friends with her. Now I didn't know at the time was that... she liked me. And this is the part where I messed up and I hate myself every day for this and I wish I could back but I was stupid. When she confess to me I ran away like a fucking retard I didn't know what to say I didn't like at that time but then I started to get feelings for her after she moved on from me. When I told her this she said she moved on and doesn't like me now. Its been 3 years and I can't stop seeing her because we are in the same class (our class has only one girl which is her) because of that I can't move on from her! she has a boyfriend now and they do normal love stuff that couples do and every night I think to myself "what if I didn't run away and accepted her request?".. I guess I will never know. What do you guys think I should do about it? How do I move on from a girl I see everyday? How do I move on?....
yeah... i just want it to be over already 
