drunk and can't stop thinking of my oneitis

[aklifaal]

i haven't seen my oneitis in years

don't have her social media

and still can't stop thinking about her

srs

 

[Bojack]

She belongs to Chad now just rest easy

[machinelves]

find her on linkedin

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

being sad and drunk is so great

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

[aklifaal]

don't know her number, don't know what she looks like now, don't know what she's even up to now 

she used to be my childhood fren, we grew up together and we went to the same kindergarten and elementary school and shit

her parents and mine used to be friends 

don't know when will i see her again 

having an oneitis like this is the worst shit ever. srs. at least when you're close to your oneitis and can interact with her it's not bad like this

[Bojack]

don't know her number, don't know what she looks like now, don't know what she's even up to now 

she used to be my childhood fren, we grew up together and we went to the same kindergarten and elementary school and shit

her parents and mine used to be friends 

don't know when will i see her again 

having an oneitis like this is the worst shit ever. srs. at least when you're close to your oneitis and can interact with her it's not bad like this

Forget about that hoe man !

[aklifaal]

Forget about that hoe man !

i will inshallah

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

don't know her number, don't know what she looks like now, don't know what she's even up to now 
she used to be my childhood fren, we grew up together and we went to the same kindergarten and elementary school and shit
her parents and mine used to be friends 
don't know when will i see her again 
having an oneitis like this is the worst shit ever. srs. at least when you're close to your oneitis and can interact with her it's not bad like this

i dont have an oneitis since early high school tbh
she was beautiful (blue eyed pale paraguayan gorl) but i was too self-absorbed. felt some idealized allure by her, some self-doubt about me in relation to her and the mutuality of our feelings, but not enough to bleed out sentimentally like this

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

i regret not trying to be direct to her, my sentiments were pretty blunted back then, and so was my drive to act on whatever those sentiments were. my interactions with her were limited to talking about the spanish language and some exchange of eyeing each other, she would do playful expressions while at it. she lived only a few houses away from me. my friend showed me her IG not too long ago and apparently shes back to her birthplace (paraguay)

[aklifaal]

that's brutal mayne

my experiences are very similiar to yours (including the blue eyed and pale part, but not the high school part i was prepubescent jfl)

also with this oneitis shit i was done with when i was a wee little lad, and i have no idea why it resurfaced again

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

that's brutal mayne

my experiences are very similiar to yours (including the blue eyed and pale part, but not the high school part i was prepubescent jfl)

also with this oneitis shit i was done with when i was a wee little lad, and i have no idea why it resurfaced again

it seems a recurring theme of life is being reminded of certain things that are a failure to act on our part. its a reminiscing call for future action. probably u picked on smth subtle that made you remember of her

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

also i worded it wrong, i just have no idea how to translate school age categorization systems, but i was 12-15 throughout my shared ambient with her, so first year of high school was the last time i saw her

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

[Mr Looks]

Fk that bitch man. Chances are she conpletely forgot who u r long ago