theres smth feminine about my stupid mind

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

im pretty sure normal people never spiral so badly in negative thoughts like i do, its something legit fembrained, prob why i found psl in the first place and was such shut in autist as a teen

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

the whole low inhib thing is pretty true its like they just do things, it works out in the long run. when u kept having paralysing spiral of thoughts thats pretty much when u fail, ur time runs out and sabotage the whole thing. think about it its just how it is. its something so weird as in trying to be a mastermind controlling the situation by thinking of what is happening but it is not, thats not what really is happening then reality fucks u up by showing what actually is going on and thats by the time its too late to turn things around, thats by the time i fked up people emotionally and now the guilty is on me

[machinelves]

i do too and thats not a good sign for u jfl

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

i do too and thats not a good sign for u jfl

but do u function normally at least, do u still try things before having insane trains of thoughts that put a stop on u?

[machinelves]

but do u function normally at least, do u still try things before having insane trains of thoughts that put a stop on u?

it depends. i struggle socially with relationships and friendships but with academics and jobs im ok.

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

it depends. i struggle socially with relationships and friendships but with academics and jobs im ok.

is it a fear of judgement or smth since ur problems are pretty much social related or not?

[machinelves]

is it a fear of judgement or smth since ur problems are pretty much social related or not?

yeah probably fear of judgement. thats a lot of why i fixate on looks and if anything is bad socially i assume its because im ugly.

[Mr Looks]

That's what you get for not playing football castrtaed neeguh - I didn't play much either-

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

That's what you get for not playing football castrtaed neeguh - I didn't play much either-

this is true, playing a fkton of sports when young and fking urself up physically is one of the ways to not grow up being a sensitive faggot

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

yeah probably fear of judgement. thats a lot of why i fixate on looks and if anything is bad socially i assume its because im ugly.

how would u rate urself in comparison to say a random room of girls? like when u are in an usual public space and there are girls there do u assume they are prettier?

[machinelves]

how would u rate urself in comparison to say a random room of girls? like when u are in an usual public space and there are girls there do u assume they are prettier?

the feedback i receive on my looks tends to be good irl like random ppl saying but i think i have very dismal appeal and i just feel rotten on the inside. online i get called ugly mostly so i tend to believe that more. i just feel like a different species sometimes.

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

the feedback i receive on my looks tends to be good irl like random ppl saying but i think i have very dismal appeal and i just feel rotten on the inside. online i get called ugly mostly so i tend to believe that more. i just feel like a different species sometimes.

did something trigger your mind into having a tendency of seeing yourself in the negative?

[Mr Looks]

the feedback i receive on my looks tends to be good irl

THEYRE JUST TRYNA CRACK RETARD, YOU LOOK ABSOLUTE DOGSHIT
NECK YOURSELF IMMEDIATELY BEFORE FURTHER POISONING THE GENE POOL

[ΛΟΓΟΣ]

THEYRE JUST TRYNA CRACK RETARD, YOU LOOK ABSOLUTE DOGSHIT

[machinelves]

THEYRE JUST TRYNA CRACK RETARD, YOU LOOK ABSOLUTE DOGSHIT
NECK YOURSELF IMMEDIATELY BEFORE FURTHER POISONING THE GENE POOL