i sometimes get a turbo cortisol spike like now

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and no it certainly doesnt have to do with clownie-posts

let me be honest with you, i think right now its because im afraid of getting carded as underage at almost 35yo


@RuudVanNistelrooy

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i hate having such gay thoughts

they are not mine. i reject them.

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C reject gay embrace masculinity

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ok real just scored, i feel better now.

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honestly guys, if i told you what "gay" thoughts torture me, what would i say to my fans?

im even afraid to drive a car

im afraid of my small flaccid

etc

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god is a son of a bitch to send me such thoughts upon me

im afraid my face might turn red when i hear my oneitis name

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its like there is no free will right

why would i choose to have such thoughts?

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guess its because im thinking ALL thoughts

so obviously i will think some bullshit too right