ct scan tomorrow and bronchoscopy on friday

[prince of shitskins]

i'll be back to benching 2 plates and doing 1 armed pull ups by july once this infection is treated

if there's too much damage and nothing can be done about it i'll just suicide

i'm so hyped to be able to run again and hold my breath for 3 minutes. shit will be insane.

[Altruist]

beginning of an end

[prince of shitskins]

will be able to get a full time job again too. anything will be possible. i'll be able to enjoy life again

i'm so hyped!!!

will post the update in this thread

[n9wiff]

Josh is back in 

We are so back 

[n9wiff]

I'll train extra hard today 

Positivity is infectious

[prince of shitskins]

beginning of an end

yeah it's probably just over. i just took some acid and im straight up lying to myself

you should stop drinking btw

[prince of shitskins]

Josh is back in 

We are so back 

no, this is just mania that's gonna wear off in a couple minutes

I'll train extra hard today 

Positivity is infectious

you have a bright future ahead of you, n9wiff

[n9wiff]

no, this is just mania that's gonna wear off in a couple minutes

you have a bright future ahead of you, n9wiff

You should definitely save up to see a specialist. Leave it to state owned healthcare and all they will try to do is get you out of there as fast as possible 


My mom struggled with lung problems and was told by GPs that it was just cough, an infection etc. 

Once my Dad moved her to private care, in one day they took and MRI and an X -Ray, within a day or two a surgical procedure was already done where they extracted all excess fluid buildup from the lungs via some weird surgical procedure. 

Then they got her on antibiotics and some other meds. 

Money is power, and you of course gotta start doing your research and vet out who you can trust. 

Healthcare professionals can also be evil snakes.

[prince of shitskins]

You should definitely save up to see a specialist. Leave it to state owned healthcare and all they will try to do is get you out of there as fast as possible 


My mom struggled with lung problems and was told by GPs that it was just cough, an infection etc. 

Once my Dad moved her to private care, in one day they took and MRI and an X -Ray, within a day or two a surgical procedure was already done where they extracted all excess fluid buildup from the lungs via some weird surgical procedure. 

Then they got her on antibiotics and some other meds. 

Money is power, and you of course gotta start doing your research and vet out who you can trust. 

Healthcare professionals can also be evil snakes.

yeah seeing a specialist now, they're taking me seriously

the trouble is that my mom and dad went behind my back for 6 years lying to every fucking doctor saying everything was fine putting me up in accommodation not fit for a fucking dog

it's massive fibrosis m8

asbestos/silica dust > moldy living conditions > untreated chest infections


throughout this entire ordeal i have been treated like a fucking animal

it's too bad nobody cares. they just let this happen. and now all that's left to do is kill myself.

lung function is down to less than 90%.


i mean, it's all completely fucking destroyed


if i suicide within the next week (i will) i'll leavestream it

just waiting for the appointments to see what the infections are



not gonna live with this amount of lung damage in my fucking 20's, dude. every day coughing up blood and green mucus with fevers from hell


i will be so happy when i'm dead


GOD JUST FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERY

[n9wiff]

yeah seeing a specialist now, they're taking me seriously

the trouble is that my mom and dad went behind my back for 6 years lying to every fucking doctor saying everything was fine putting me up in accommodation not fit for a fucking dog

it's massive fibrosis m8

asbestos/silica dust > moldy living conditions > untreated chest infections


throughout this entire ordeal i have been treated like a fucking animal

it's too bad nobody cares. they just let this happen. and now all that's left to do is kill myself.

lung function is down to less than 90%.


i mean, it's all completely fucking destroyed


if i suicide within the next week (i will) i'll leavestream it

just waiting for the appointments to see what the infections are



not gonna live with this amount of lung damage in my fucking 20's, dude. every day coughing up blood and green mucus with fevers from hell


i will be so happy when i'm dead


GOD JUST FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERY

Just hang in there


If they manage to treat it, your mood will get better too. It's all connected at the end of the day

[prince of shitskins]

Just hang in there


If they manage to treat it, your mood will get better too. It's all connected at the end of the day

i cant live with the betrayal from my family more than anything

[prince of shitskins]

everyone is a fucking retard

i cant believe it

literally fucking everyone


they are all so stupid

[prince of shitskins]

i need to acquire a cyanide capsule

[n9wiff]

everyone is a fucking retard

i cant believe it

literally fucking everyone


they are all so stupid

 


I can't wait to move out 

Reminder that they tried to poison me by lying about what medication I was taking

I was more insulted than pissed because they take me for some sort of fucking idiot

[prince of shitskins]

 


I can't wait to move out 

Reminder that they tried to poison me by lying about what medication I was taking

I was more insulted than pissed because they take me for some sort of fucking idiot

gz on recognizing your parents are retarded nutcases at a young age