I get smarter automatically

[MVP]

Thats why i am laid back

[Cataclysmic Cycle]

[Duncan]

state of the art concepts have transcended me

[An Infinity Of Little Hours]

Tfw all my thoughts about the concept of the Ubermensch, all my philosophical pondering over how to live the correct life, the negatives of hedonism, the superiority of the life of art, the values of asceticism, all the knowledge about life and literature from the hundreds of dense tomes I have spent my entire life reading, all my theories and philosophizing about the consciousness and the mind, all my thoughts about culture and the importance of art and the life of the mind in their ability to overcome death and to create a meaningful existence, all my pondering about love and its supremacy, about God and his relationship to art, all my hours spent writing and try to create characters and beautiful stories, my attempts to live an artistic and aesthetic life, my theories of the aesthetic and literary life and its importance, my pondering about the correct culture that we have to create, the philosophically justified means of creating this culture, the very meaning of my life and my deepest desires and loves -- tfw all of this comes crashing down after seeing a cutie and realizing that Chad will be nailing her in the ass tonight